Johnny B!

so about last night........ ummm yeah thee best time i've had @ big daddy's so far everyone was dancing and i do mean everyone (even tom!) fucking great!! after doing the last post and remembering good memories about people it made me really miss allot of you guys and i'm really excited about summerbirds playing up here because that means i get to see curtis!!! whoop whoop on a seperate note i really need a copy of adobe pagemaker so if any of you could hook me up with that i would really apreciate it. also holly you really need to get back from your road trip so we can drink whiskey and watch awesome movies like the never ending story.

1. Reply with your name and I will write something about you.

2. I will then tell what song reminds me of you.

3. Next, I will tell you what FOOD you remind me of.

4. Last, i will try to name a single word that best describes you.

5. Put this in your journal.

being sick totally sucks but watching dark crystal and drinkn' blue moon with some serious fuckn' kidz totally rules!! last night we heard alarms and someone on a megaphone saying shit like "put your hands behind your head or we will shoot" and "get down on the ground" and stuff like that about 2 minutes later i am standing outside my van and i see this guy coming through peoples back yards and jumping fences and shit and it looks like he is heading towards me but then he just ran like right past me all sweaty and breathing heavy. it was pretty wild!

on a completely seprate note...

 

HAPPY MOTHAFUCKN' BIRTHDAY BRIAN PITT!!!

so today kinda ruled we had a star wars marathon and we watched the only three star wars movies that will ever matter and we ate fried pickles and fazollis. Then we went to the bar tonight and allot of good karaoke went on including jimmmy and myself doing bullet with butterfly wings by the smashing pumkins. a very chill but awesome day.

i don't want to be the object of anyone's affections and i really don't want to hear about how you feel about me i don't want to be drunk around certain people and it's really easy to put the blame on someone else and type you destroy me over and over but honestly that's kinda how i feel and in allot of ways you did. the first cut is the deepest and all that bullshit. i'm laying in my own sickness and can't make up my fuckn' mind..............

yeah i think i will.

i've felt like shit since last night and today was too hectic to be sick but at least i got allot done and the house is finally fuckn' clean. tomorrow i go to meet with alison's mom about this company that i'm gonna be workn' for and that's exciting and then sean, lil' jill and sam are coming!!!! YEAH! i just wish i felt better. i just wanna lay around and take a shit load of medicine.

got tatted up today i'll post pics as soon as i have some! i'm pretty fuckn' stoked on my first tattoo and about how fuckn' fun last night was!

hustle was in town for the past two nights! umm yeah... pony keg at 4 in the afternoon and plenty of beer bongs i don't even want to think about it. good times! terrible hangover

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HIGH FIVE!!!!!!

i thought about this while i was eating vanilla pudding today

i feel everyone growing bored with me and that's ok because i'm pretty bored. all i really want to do is watch cartoons and cuddle.

this weekend was some new kind of awesome! it was so great being in o-town and seeing kidz i haven't seen in what seems like years! (eventhough i didn't get to see leann) and last night hang in g-ville was fuckn' rad as hell! i'm glad that i have such awesome friends that get me really drunk and give me really good times?







i dunno i was thrashed

pizza pizzzaaa!! i'm really excited about some fuckn' pizza pizza pizza pizza buffet!! also i will be in orlando this coming weekend if anyone wants to hang out! also the nmds kidz will be here tomorrow along with my boi sean! drinkn' will be had!

i can't wait till noon tomorrow so i can get my very first tattoo! it is gonna be thee best tattoo ever!! i really like the idea of all my tattoos being friendship tats.

CALL THIS #!!!!

412-716-9319 and ask for chris (from anti-flag)

I'm really excited about where i am now and the new friends i've made in the past year and the people i've grown supper close to (in ways i never thought) and the things i've experienced good and bad. i love you all and can't wait to make new memories with every single one of you!

somewhere between jump kicking my cousin in the face and trying to break into my parent's house because i got locked out i realize i really need to chill on this drinkn' thingy. it was really good to see mooky mooky and curtis last night i really miss those kidz!! and i'm totally stoked on this new comic i'm about to start.

this christmas eve is fuckn' awesome right now my mom is helping me tea stain a gg allin back patch and a minute ago this little neighbor girl came to the door to give our family a christmas present and me and her had thee sweetest gift exchange ever!! also my whole entire family is just chilln' in the kitchen and it seems everyone is baking some kind of christmas goody! i was really not looking forward to coming home for christmas but after this morning i'm sooo glad i did.

I'm bored as all hell. we were suppose to go to a party tonight but now both holly and jimmy are passed out on the couch and i'm sitting here drinkn'by myself. i'll be in lakeland tomorrow hopefully not for long but whatever call me if you care. today has been all sorts of hellish

you smile with your eyes and it's fucking gorgeous.




i just watched a movie about whales and it was one of the most amazing and beautiful things i have ever seen. the past couple of days there have seriously been a thousand reasons why my heart should have exploded out of my chest.